Please help me. I got another bite after the second treatment. The treatment was on last Tuesday. I am the only one who reacts to the bites. I took a nap today in my daughter's room because she is young and wanted me to be in there with her.
I didn't notice the bite until I woke up. It's impossible to know if it happened in there or my own bed. It is ruining my relationship with my partner. All the stress.
He didn't want to stay at the B&B we stayed at where we think we got the bugs. So it's my fault. I shouldn't have napped in her room so now we don't know where they are. My fault. We supplemented with DE in our bed room and hers but in ours we used the Safer brand from Home Depot and it is 77% DE. I was worried about using it in my daughter's room so I bought food grade DE for use in her room and now that's my fault because he doesn't believe that kind works.
I hadn't been bitten that I am aware of for almost 2 weeks. Has this second treatment failed? Id food grade DE not as good as the other kinds (the other one we have is Safer brand).
I am so depressed and so sad. I suffer from depression but it's usually under control but this is just pushing me over the edge. And my partner has been blaming me at every turn that it's all my fault and I fuck everything up.
Is this ever going to end and is life ever going to be normal again?